i dont know but i came here from og leet chat.net and i think that i will go back there every time i come here there is no one on and the people here dont welcome u like over at og-leetchat.net
I'm a sweet and nice young girl I'm 19 years old and I like to model and sing and play video games and read and shop and skate board and ice skate and cook and hang out with my friends and play pool and play paintball also I like to bowl and go to the movies nad work out and go to the beach and I like cats i'm a cat lover and I like butterflys and hugs and kissess and I also like funny and scarry movies also I like to go hunting to also I like baseball and football and I love my boyfriend Willaim Taylor he lights up my life.
"For those who have to fight for it, life had a specail flavor that the protected will never know. -An unknown marine during the seige at Khe Sanh 1968.
(Saturday, 20 December 2008) Written by Wandershroom
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hey . dont be scared to talk to me . i have been told im really niice , and im planning on continuing that peputation of , the niice girl. :] so you ever want to chat bout anything , hit meh upp . id love to talk to anyone willing to talk . :D talk to me bout anything ... i can keep secrets . theres one thing i can tell ya im good at which is keepign secrets . :D:D you tell me something secritive and you'll never hear itt come outta my mouth again . :D love to hear from anybodyy and everybodyy . <3 loves . ;]
What i write!!!!!! Whatever i will write that is true Born and brough up in a high class society with moral values, but fate now i am alone......... So many stories from out sources i am not interested for a marriage, but years passed away my parents forced me for a marriage. If something happens to my parents who will take care of me, that was their sorrow. A lady living in this society alone, the people will create new new stories. 37 yrs i struggled and fighted with my parents (not seriously) for my marriage. So many times i insisted them that i can have the power to live alone. But my mom's crying face', stop me for a while Finally i agreed for the same. That time i was worked with a multi national company (Higher grade also). The person is a multi millioner in all sense. We meet each other, before marriage he used to call me, we talked more, He told to us that he is also alone, his parents & siblings are always keeping a distance from him. This proposal came from one of our well wisher. They also told us he is a good man, he is staying alone in a bunglow, he also want a helping hand. We gave him so much dowry,( what ever he ask - all those things) One week before marriage i also realised the truth that he is not good in character. I informed all these to my relatives, but each and every thing everybody is having a reason. A wealthy person staying alone - normally so many people behind him to ruin his life. He also told us everybody want my wealth only. Finally i got married, that is the end of a happiest life. Till this date i am in darkness, who will lighten a candle for me, i dnt know, i want to escape from all these tie up's He is having so many factories in and around the state, most of them are woman workers. In our compound also one factory is there, he gave full freedom to all the woman workers in his home, they can come at any time, anywhere in this home including his bed room. For the society i am his wife, my life is --------, how can i tell , so many mades are there................... they will take rest full time A day starting like this " Wake up by 3/3.30 early morning, then i prepared tea/coffee/liquor.. what ever he wants.. then juice, fruits, breakfast, ------this will end till 12 night All the time guest are there (his friends & woman workers) He beated me like anything, he locked me in the house, he took my mobhile phones, cut all the phone lines, no contacts with my family, relatives etc.... Whenever he came he gve the phone to me for making calls to my family, that time he switch on the speaker, so i can't tell anything to any body Full time i served liquor for him and his friends, if he doesn't like the curries he will threw all these in to my face... Once he started beating he hold me in one hand and another hand liquor is with him. The cruel activities lasts 2/3 hrs. That time i was fully unconscious, bleeding, full of wounds.....that was my condition After 44 days, one day again the same repeats of the labours (day time only) ,nobody protect him i felt unconscious --- Once i got my sense i knew that i will die, at that time he was sharing bed with a lady, so i ran like anything (the house is in the middle of a rubber estate), after half an hour i saw a hut, one lady was there, i asked her help. She cleaned all my wounds, give food & shelter. Then mid night she informed my parents, they came and i escaped from that place. After that i admitted in a hospital for 2 weeks. I had given 3/4 cases against him. But he is having money, hold, he is living in high society, no law or no one take any action against him. 3months back again i filed a case in family court, but he dnt allow me to escape from his life. Now i am working in a place out of my state, if he knew that i am here his friends will come here and catch me like anything. I can't go outside like anyone because i am always afraid of hime.... Who will help me.................God!!!!! One day he should catch me that will be the end of my life Readers, any suggetion from your side...... What i do???????
(Sunday, 14 December 2008) Written by queenvampire
No matter how many times you hurt me I always seem to stand by you. Through good and bad i am always here. When you feel all hope is lost I remain your light. When no one else is there I remain there with you. When you just want want to say i quit I will be your strength to survive. Even though we've had our ups and downs. I will remain and be the last one standing. Through all you put me through I am here. I will be here so you will never have to walk alone. Just remember I am always here.
Ok so I went back to the Dr. and He had said that I needed an angioplasty done. I went to the Hospital today and got that done. hurt like a Bitch now but its done!!! Doc says my heart, arteries, and everything is in perfect condition. So now I have to go back to my reg doctor and find out why im having heaviness and pains in my chest. I will let you all know whats going on.. Love you all, Neeners
(Wednesday, 10 December 2008) Written by queenvampire
DARKEST OF DAYS Who will be here for me in the darkest of days. Friends betray me. Lovers betray me . Family betrayed me. Who will I have in the unknown hours were darkness runs free and pain is like love. Who will be there to step into the fire and protect me. Who will take my hand and help me not to suffer anymore. Who will look at the blood red moon and the fires of hell with me. Last night a friend committed suicide. Left a note saying I could not have you forever. You betrayed me and broke a promise. Now i will not be here for you. I told you my dreams of the darkest days. Now one last thing. I want you to remember those dreams while I am gone forever. This was to his lover. She found him with both wrist slit and his neck. I remembered those dreams. I felt his pain. I took his pain and tried not to let him suffer. It was all for nothing. Now he is gone and I will always remember the darkest of days. The torture, the fire, the pain, the loneliness, the torment, the empty shell of my friend who was once a man. All I ask is that if you read this you to will remember these words. Let them touch you and guide you to a new day.
(Sunday, 07 December 2008) Written by queenvampire
this prayer is from me to anyone who is hurt or knows heart ache and pain. you always have a friend till the end in me. whenever you are down i am here. i hope and prayin my own special way that everything will be fine. i take peoples pain into me to release there burden. i feel more pain and suffering than most. but through all these trials i am still here. here to guide and be a friend. any who read this and took the time to know i will be here for you. just find me. i will heal you and make you smile. i will walk your path with you and i will always be a friend.
(Sunday, 07 December 2008) Written by queenvampire
why does it seem like people will say anything to impress me when i know it's a lie. that makes me want to just say forget everyone. than they try to covor there tracks like it wasn't a lie but they dig themselves in a deeper hole with me. you do not have to lie to be my friend or even to get close to me. i am a pepole person. why does it seem i have so many people who are in love with me when i will not love them back. when i tell them i don't love thm or want them they just won't go away. is it really so hard just to be friends. please tell me why does everyone act like that or is it just something about me that is so easy to fall in love with or make people want to lie to be my friend lol. if anyone knows this please do tell.
ok first blog here. I went to the dr. last week because I was having heaviness in my chest. Dr wanted me to take a Stress Test because all her tests came out fine, Well the Stress Test was on Monday of this week. The Dr. got the test results back today (friday) and they called me as soon as the Dr looked at them. Well lets just say its not a good thing , The Dr says that theres not enough oxygen getting to the left side of the heart muscle. They are going to make an appointment with the cardiologist and let me know when it is. They want the cardiologist to look at me and get his opinion. After that appointment I will write another blog and let you all know whats going on with me. Yes Im scared and im sure you all would be also. Just do me a favor and keep me in mind and say a prayer for me. Thanks I love all my chat friends. Neeners
...but that's over. I'd forgotten what a sweet, sweet pussy tastes like. But... ...Oh... ...my... ...God... ...did I EVER get a reminder. It's been quite a while since I'd had "pussy on the tongue", and this woman's was the Hagen Daz of pussy. Her pussy tasted soooo good, and her scent was making me high. Like riding a bicycle (in this case she was riding my face) my technique came right back to me and I had her cream in my face five times...and she was a screamer. Talk about stoking a fire...I just kept going and going and going. She finally had to push me away. Now...I've sampled some sweet, sweet pussy in my life. I've also samples some that I couldn't finish fast enough...then found excuses to not go back...yikes! Hands down, this woman was the winner. She'll be tough to top. *sigh* who's next? seekingteacher
(Thursday, 27 November 2008) Written by sevenyrbtch
Well everyone i hope that u all have a great thanksgiving and gain about 10lbs :D cause i know that i will! Driver and i are doing good over at my uncles right now getting our duck smokin wooooooot we are suposed to have about 40 people here tontite for dinner so this sould be fun. I miss u all hope all is well 7
(Saturday, 22 November 2008) Written by stayathomedad
Why is it easier and, more acceptable for a woman to be bi or bicurious? If a woman wants to know what it is like to be with another woman it is often considered "sexy" and "hot". For a man to be curious, it is considered wrong. Yes, I am curious about certain things . Does this make me "Wrong" ? I want to know the diference between a toy penetrating me and , the real thing. Does this make me "Sick"? I think it makes me human. Curiosity is one of the primal instincts instilled in us from the begining of time. Without curiosity, nothing would ever get invented. So what, if this makes me "Wrong" and "Sick" in the eyes of others, at least it makes me "Human".
(Thursday, 20 November 2008) Written by sevenyrbtch
Hey ya'll well its novembe 20 and we havent had internet in about 3 days i think it sucks and driver is driving me crazy i miss u all i dont think we will be getting interet back anytime soon unfortunatly but i will try to check my messages and shit every now and then and i will drop a line every now and then to let u all know how we are doing miss u all shauna amber jake D B odie and the rest of u sorry i'm stoned and dont remember everyones name right off hand lol but u know i love yah all ttys 7
(Thursday, 20 November 2008) Written by zoneraider
I think this place will work out and make it realy big. I like the way the rooms are set up and that people are nice and chat with you on here. I have been to other chat rooms and you say hello and then no one talks. I hope to make new friends on here and get to know everyone. So again if you like to know any thing about me just ask me, Im an open book and Im not shy about anything in life. Hope to chat with you soon.
(Sunday, 16 November 2008) Written by Wandershroom
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(Sunday, 16 November 2008) Written by Wandershroom
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(Saturday, 15 November 2008) Written by plantcouple
what the heck is up with the chat? every time we trie to enter we get a blank page. maybe this should be investigated and if problem with site atleast be posted for us all to see. hopefully its not just our stupid program vista stopping us
I just wanted to be blunt. Just here to have a good time meet new ppl and bs kill some time while am either at work or home. Am open minded.. Dont care if you fat or skinny ulgy of fine you all still ppl i can chat with...
(Thursday, 13 November 2008) Written by zoneraider
I am new here and never know what to put on here. I am 5foot8, brown hair, blue eyes, and 255lbs. I like anything outdoors. I am single and looking for friends. I love playing video games, like splinter cell, and farcry. I am disabled but I can walk with a cane. I dont let it get me down or stop me. I will try just about anything that is fun. If you would like to know more just ask and dont be shy.
Dont you hate when people try to judge you and they dont even know you.......if the world was a little bit different you would have to hide your secrets......the world today is to judgemental. Something are meant tobe secrets but not all......like females liking females it very hard to come out the closet now a days......but thanks for taking the time to listen to my little secret.........
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(Tuesday, 04 November 2008) Written by shadowgauge
Now it won't let us fucking CHAT no matter what the fuck I do everytime I go into chat it says first i must log in (which I already did fucking DUUUUUUHHHHHH) Ten you must enter password(DUUUUHHHHH!!! I DID) THEN IT SAYS WRONG PASSWORD?.... WHAT THE FUCK MAN?????
i don't know what these programmers are doing but they are fucking up a perfectly fine site, and making it impossible to do anything, not only tjhat it's not letting me post images when i do chat, also the cams are glitching constantly and it's always kicking us out of chat and forcing us to reconnect WHAT THE FUCK OOHYA???? GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER!!!!
An angry user by the name of, GAUGE
i have a huge sense of humor so dont take anything i say to offence. im not serious! learn to laugh in life and you will be suprised how stresses in your life lift off your sholders. anyways thats just some words of wisdom from me!!!
(Saturday, 01 November 2008) Written by just2hot2wild
Hi guys! My name is JESSICA, as if you couldn’t guess. I know that a lot of you are curious about one specific detail, so here is the deal. My breasts are REAL! Nothing fake about em, they are all mine.
I want to start a forum about women who love men, and are aroused by them naked. I think we should have a topic about this, and men who love visual women are welcome, no immaturity PLEASE.
This Wretched City Written By: Gauge Burning and Dry covered in dust, the streets corroded the metal in rust. Gunshots are fired, tires are screeching, blood is spilled why the children are weeping. Trash liters the lots and at all the Bus stops, Road kill crushed. a stench of rot. Full of fear. full of rage. full of dispair. trapped in an inescapable burning cage. This city dry. this city cry. this city fry. this city die. Why are we here? why did we come? why are we renting? why don't we run? The air is thick. the air is charred. the air is sick. the air is scarred. It seems we are trapped it seems we are wrapped it seems we are stuck in a hellacious rut. you are blind. he is blind. she is blind. we are blind. The people drunk. the people high. the people diseased. the people die. the young in love. the young in anger. the young rebellious. the young in danger. this is the city, the city of insanity. the city of dust. the city of dreams. the city of chaos. It's a city of the Sun, a city of many on the run. a city full of lost souls. a city of escape there is none. This wretched city full of mayham. all covered in sin. you will never escape. you can never win. it will rise from it's ashes. it will arise again and again. it is the city of the Phoenix
-Sexual Insanity- Written by: Gauge A tidal wave of emotions is pouring forth from me. Many things are changing, many new paths revealed. It's all so new and fresh, the world of adventure is just beyond these walls. I've longed for the company of many more souls than one, other beings to share my world. Are there any other souls out there with which I can share my all. My heart is big and has more than enough room, I radiate with Warm chaotic energies. I ache and yern for more flesh, and a constantly renewed perspective. I'm still an untamed beast ready to feast, this Dragon of Fire cries out for more. There is more than enough of me to go around, why limit myself to just one when I can have oh so many more. My love is endless, my heart is pure, my lust is quenchless, for I must always have more. They say all good things come to those who wait, well hurry up Destiny before it's all too late. My body aches for other souls to please, I hunger for energy and I thirst for carnal bliss. My appetite knows no bounds, my desire for the soft embrace of another has got me boiling with endless sexual insanity. I must be used, I must be released, I must be tamed, oh please help this Dragon be eased. Pleasing women is all that I know, I feel complete with a soft pale beauty laying on either side of me. I long for a Harem of beautiful women with which I can share my soul, my embrace, my chaotic energies, my unquenchable sexual appetite, my love. This Beast longs for a hand full of Beauties and a bed full of love.
Creeping Insanity By: Gauge Endless thoughts and whispers slipping through the cracks in my head and while i sleep They creep, crawl and slither and fill me full of dread. Some stand tall and reach beyond the clouds while some break and fall below the depths of the unknown darkness in my heart. The ones that matter stay inside while the ones that don't drop and splatter all along the wayside. I sometimes dream up the most horrible and twisted things while at the same time dreaming of soothing and happy things. My mind at times spirals out of control, twisting and turning and churning thousands of ideas but when it's all over and all is said and done all that ever remains is all but 1. The single idea that always seems to escape me is why god did you bring into your thoughts the idea of me and help my parents create me? For you see it's thoughts like these that always consume me while at the same time the thoughts of having a new and better life elude me. If only for a moment I could stop and think and realize that by not stopping my life's on the brink of oblivion and soon to escape into a darkness within me I truly don't wish to see. I always see people around me so obsessed with themselves and the pathetic lives they immerse themselves with living and always using those weaker than themselves for nothing but gain. they always wish to play the game when truly it is themselves who are to blame for their inferiorities. they continue to push their endless problems on others for sympathy while at the same time leeching and sucking the very essence of life from their host's bodies. In the end they are left dry and shriveled up husks of their former selves, while the melodramatic manipulator moves on awaiting the next victim. It's thoughts like these that continue to plague my ever growing mind while everything else around me continues to De-evolve. I see my mind entering the forth dimension in which all things are turned inside out, where dreams become real and nightmares become fact and you can touch their flesh while they bite and claw at your heart and soul.
Have you ever took the time to notice just how stupid people are these days? Our schools seem to be teaching kids how to be stupid rather that teaching them anything beneficial to aid in the development of their minds, or giving them any hope of having a long and productive life. Kids are lucky these days if they live long enough to get through high school. And i'm referring to the average high schools, not the stuck up snotty up scaled schools. have you seen some of the stupid shit kids and adults do on the internet? everybody seems to wanna either create wanna-be fight clubs, perform stupid Jackass antics or commit Crimes all in the name of fun and because they think it's funny. People all around the world have become so numb of the things going on around them. Adults seem to no longer give a damn what their kids do anymore. Nobody is doing anything to educate our youth, Right and Wrong has become such a grey area. But the youth is not entirely to blame because after all all they have as role models are parents who don't give a shit and then there is their one true friend technology. They got t.v., computers ,and video games now and in their minds they don't need anything else. Ah, then we got kids that all they care about doing is running amuck partying, getting high, getting drunk and having sex and if they can't get it by a willing participant they dope her up on pills or spike her drink and take what they want. I truly hate the youth of today and for good reason, they don't fucking deserve to be here, they don't deserve to inherit this world when we die. We have Hollywood to thank as well for this bullshit. Here are the main things i notice wrong with people. 1. They are greedy. 2. They aren't grateful for anything. 3. They think the world owes them something. 4. They think they know everything. 5. They don't care about anybody but themselves. 6. They have absolutely no respect for anyone or anything. 7. They have no morals or code or ethics. 8. They have no will or drive to learn. 9. They lack discipline. 10. If given the opportunity, they'd rather cheat, steal and lie to get what they want rather than working hard to earn it. 11. They are completely oblivious to the needs of others. 12. They think it's funny when somebody or an animal get's hurt. 13. They take it upon themselves wanna be like everybody else. 14. They have no sense of self. 15. They lack Common Sense. 16. They take life for granted. 17. They are self serving and overly materialistic. 18. They lack Manners and Respect. 19. The believe that violence is the only solution, when having a problem. 20. they prefer SEX over an actual relationship. and will do anything to get it no matter what it takes or how many people they have to hurt emotionally to get it. I can go on and on, the point is, they have the wrong role models to show them the proper path to a truly productive and successful life.
(Saturday, 25 October 2008) Written by patriot6668
Here I am, older and less buff than I ever thought I could be. At 6' and about 210 pounds, I am 42 and still looking for affirmation that I am sexy and attractive to women. I think I am a catch, as I have a marketable skill that makes me good money, and by all accounts I'm as sweet as a straight man can be. I am committed to my wife, but find myself watching for any signs that women have noticed me and desire me. I always want to know if I have the power to get a woman and please her. Is that so wrong?
(Saturday, 25 October 2008) Written by itisme00001
I am amazed it still shows up anywhere. I long ago resigned it to some phisher who got a hold of it. Anyway if you are reading this post and are female and reside in Southern Maryland give me a toot. Either on Yahoo chat under fivebelow01 or direct email to the exact same name. Thanks. Peace.
Hi. I'm a good looking bi guy looking for some excitement and adventure. I'm disease and drug free,and very open minded. I'm married to a bi woman,and we both enjoy the best of both worlds,sometimes solo,and sometimes with couples and/or groups. In search of other bi/gay guys for chat,e-mail,photo swap,friendship,and fun.
ne ladies in north dakota or around that would want to travel a ways to get a good lay should hit me up or something im always willing to fuck neone old, or young but over 18 big or little i like um all well call my cell 7016936188 if you want to get ahold of me to fuck
(Wednesday, 15 October 2008) Written by blackbeauty
My username has a strong meaning. b/c in society many black women do not realize how beautiful they are due to what we call "the barbie girl image"(blond hair, blue eyes, skinny white females) this is an issue that has been goin on for many years. however i believe all women are beautiful regardless their race.. More to come...
(Thursday, 09 October 2008) Written by David_Miller
David Miller , was introduced to the harmonica back in 1972 by his late father at the age of eleven. David's dad was his mentor, but his other influences also include: Charlie Musselwhite, Little Walter, Big Walter Horton, Sonny Boy Williamson, James Cotton, Junior Wells, Billy Branch, Jim Liban, and Steve Cohen to name just a few. David Miller has appeared throughout the Midwest including the Wisconsin State Fair, Summerfest, Sherman Fest, as well as various Chicago clubs.
You think you know someone , butt then again you really dont . The fact of the matter is you always have to be kind and gentle to the ones you really admire or even love, if not they will stab you in the back.The moral of this blog is that you never wanna let love slip away from you. you always wanna have it an never let it go. You really know you love someone is when there gone or taken from you or they leave . That is why im saying this ,cause You always wanna love an never stop if you wanna be loved !!! Love hurts when you dont have it no more and it feels great when u got it . ty ps i still love her and always will ......
(Sunday, 21 September 2008) Written by Discreetnshy
This is a short little note to welcome everyone and thank you all for stopping by and checking out the group. I don't know about the rest of you but for the longest time I have struggled to find a place where I could meet local people online and build real time friendships, that didn't cost a fortune. Yes I know there is AFF and sites like that but you have to pay for all of those. So I decided to start a group on here where people from the Lincoln/Omaha area can get together, and get to know each other as well as form friendships, relationships, or even find casual encounters if you are so inclined. I will be checking in with the group from time to time to see if there is interest for group activities such as picnics, or maybe even setting up a night at a bar for pool, darts, and conversation where group members can feel safe in a public place getting together to meet each other and just have a good time. If this sounds like something you would like to take part in please feel free to join the group, Also I would appreciate your feed back on these ideas or any other ideas you may have that you feel would make the group more apealing and attract new members, as well as keeping the existing members from loosing interest. I hope this group works out and that our members can find and get to know each other and build some solid friendships in the process
(Saturday, 20 September 2008) Written by isthisalot
It would be nice if everyone who joined the group, posted at least one photo, more if you want. This should attract more people to join once they see you're lovely faces !
I'm a 49 year old professional man and seems like I've been married my whole life. Its not that I mind being married, most of it I like. I like the relationships, the togetherness, working for the same goals. The problem is that I don't want to settle down to be Ward Cleaver. Although I am 49, there are still new things I'd like to try and things I would like to do again. It makes it tough when one side is wilder than the other, especially sexually. The internet is a good release, but not a cure all. After years of being married and you have drifted further apart you realize that your interests re not being met and that "I'm trapped" feeling takes over. I think my best option is for discreet affairs rather than divorce. I do not want to start over again financially. Not at my age. Any ideas?
Let’s see, I am thirty five years old. In that time frame I can think of about 3 relationships that I can honestly say I was truly in love. They have all since failed…lol… I can say that after looking at all of them in retrospect, I had a lot to do with the failures. What you might ask, was my major screw up.. It’s simple; I failed to truly let myself connect. You, think, wow I can’t believe he is being this open on a public blog. Why not, we all suffer from the same problem. Ask yourself, how many relationships have you been in that have failed. Now how many did you play a part in that failure in some way shape or form. I know that everyone has a fault because in order to have a relationship two people have to come together as one unit. It doesn’t mean that you have to change yourself, but you do have to bend on a lot of things. When something bends it becomes weak in that spot. Just like people, when we make a change in the way we respond to a situation for example we feel vulnerable. When we are in a relationship and have to bend in a lot of areas for the good of that relationship we also feel at risk. Immediately it's, I am changing who I am, hell no. Who does this person think they are this is me if he/she doesn’t like it than I will move on… blah blah blah. Or we take it to the other extreme, “I am so tired of being alone that yes this person is not a match but it’s better than being alone. “ The part of relationships that really gets me irritated is when it gets puts into a box. The whole rules of relationship are solely created for self protection. Everyone that I know has had to have the dreaded past conversation. Why in the hell does that matter, it’s this simple it’s the past. What good comes out of knowing the person you are trying to be with is a past slut or saint. Look at people who are in a good relationship that you know. The best examples are people who make it 30 and 40 years of marriage. Talk to any of them. I guarantee that what you will hear most is don’t sweat the small stuff. I think that now love gets thrown around too much. When my kids do something well and I am so proud of them that I enjoy it more than they do… That’s love. I love my cat; does that mean we are having a relationship? I love my truck; I have no plans on having sex with it. We have relationships with friends where love is there. Ultimately Love, in regards to relationship, is a decision to allow someone to see the true you. It is a feeling like nothing you can do will change this person’s strong feelings about you, within reason. There are certain “rules of relationship” that have to be followed for example: cheating, lying, ECT. My take, only when we stop putting things into a box of protection will we ever find to true meaning of what LOVE is. My kids and I have a loving unconditional relationship, why because I let them be them. Yes I have to discipline them, but that’s being a parent. If you can’t let a person be themselves then you’re not in love. Relationships fail because people jump into them to soon or don’t get out of them when they should. A diamond starts out as coal first before it’s a diamond.
Being single sucks! I hate it, I'm sure anyone out there who is single will agree. I HATE it. I mean, it's not like I don't try or that people don't like me. It's just...I don't know! And I should probably point out that there aren't many open and single gay men in Jackson, Ohio! I will try to keep my hopes up but it's so damn hard. When I hang out with friends I'm happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I'm hangin with friends (Duh!), but sad because they have boyfriends/girlfriends. I know it's wrong to be jelous, but I can't help it! Sorry for the rant, I just had to vent! LOL Thanks for listening...love you!
(Wednesday, 06 August 2008) Written by averageman_30
Here r the 4 things that teens should not do whle they r in school; SMOKING--It really isn't that big of a deal to smoke. It makes ur clothes and breath stink and when u kiss some one that smokes it tast terrible. Smoking does not make u cool, popular or hip. it just makes u smell. besides the cost of smoking is way too high. then there is the cancer u might get and bronkidis... so if u think about smoking .........dont. ALCOHAL OR DRINKING----This is something that is illegal for teens to do anyway ,but they find a way to do it. this also does not make u popular , cool , or hip , it just make u do and say stupid things. if u get caught drinking and driving u go to JAIL , thats if u dont kill someone or urself first.if u want to party then party just leave that alcohal to the grown ups. dont worry u will be an adult when ur 21. DRUGS-----now if u even think about doin this then ur really stupid. drugs is somthing that I dont even do. this has the same reason that smoking and drinking has, but this is much worse. doing drugs makes u do things that ur not even aware of and its many times worse than drinking. drugs r also illegale and can be laced to kill u if u get the wrong stuff. ur best bet is dont try drugs to begin with. its stupid, and dangerous. SEX----now this topic is very touchy to some peaple. if ur boy or girl friend really loves u then that person can wait till u get out of school till u have sex. reason is that the protection u get is not always 100% fullproff. if u get a girl pregnant , she will most likely drop out and get a part time job to suport her child cause most parents have a busy lives of there own . they dont have time to take care of a grandchild. all i am saying is if ur pressered into haveing sex tell that person " look if u really love me then lets wait till we graduate". and if that other person says no i cant wait then u dont need him or her . cause if u get pregnant....he just might bail on u and leave u holding the child alone. now think about what kind of future u want for urself......then add a baby in the mix before u graduate and see how it works in ur plans. simply put keep ur pants and ur grades up!! Those r the 4 things teens should not do while they r in school . If u as a teen r confused about anything on this blog talk to ur parents or ur guidance counselor, they can help.
On Thursday i got into a disageement with some people. i had been tld some information and was trying to get my facts straight but it didnt work out that way. b/c of me and what i have done i lost some valuable friends. Life is never about trying to hurt people nor is it about fun and games. its about living life to the fullest. we do things in life that we dont mean to do and when we do them it upsets people. but we as humans need to learn from our mistakes and build on them to make our lives more valuable.
Hello everyone, not sure this is the place to put this but oh well. We are a couple male and female we are married. Dont ask ASL it will all be here and if you dont have the time to read it then we dont have the time for you. I am a 42 yo white bi married female, Hubby is a 47 yo white str8 male, we have many interests that vary from normal to erotic, looking mainly for me an just me a female friend but hubby has warned me there will be others if right. Since I have been burned before Hubby will verify all responses if thats a problem then have a good day an keep going. We will not talk about personal family or location here, Hubby is a real Long Haul Truck Driver so when we say we travel thats what we do. Look for mainly female in my age range dont have time for fakes or games looking for someone with same taste, we enjoy many hobbies an sports and having a good time.
so. because of some past decisions, i don't really have any friends. I used to have many, But because i got drunk one night it all changed... I still do have friends. Best friends that willalways be there for me. just not the same ones i had... I love them to death. But some advice....If you want to be a friend, and a good one at that, never hate someone when they don't even remember that happened....just always be there for them.
Thats my advice of the day!
Enjoy!!!
The trust of a child, there is no end, to teach them right, to be their friend. You give them hope, you teach them to pray, mistakes you've made, keep them away. Give them your time, give them their space, when they step out of line, gently put them in place. Everything you do, everywhere you go, when no one is watching, that child it knows. Each broken promise, everything you say, they keep it inside, day to day. The things that go wrong, as the years go by, They often wonder, but they wont ask you why. A child is so fragile, so innocent and pure, you must provide them, the strength to endure. This life it's not easy, it can beat you down, when on you they call, can you be found? Don't fail this child, it's your love that will show, that you have taught them well, when you let them go. A child’s eyes, when they look at you, the pain you carry, they see right through. If you look you can see, that fire inside, they carry you with them, in a child's eyes...
Do you love to be taken by force and pounded rough, do you love to be called the nasty whore slut you are as you suck my hard cock, or as you are riding a nice hard 8'' thick cock ramp in side of you, and love having your ass spanked . I can tell that you like it from the backside and having your hair pulled with me asking you if you like it harder and faster, and I know that you love dressing like a nasty girl coming to bed in your black nylons. Have you been craving a nice hard long, tick and fat cock to suck on and crave to be filled with a strangers hot load of cum, I am your ' 'BOY TOY'' so i can take care of that wet spot that you are feeling... I can go multiple rounds, and I'm not no minute-man either. I'm into pulling your hair, spanking , choking, light pain, light bondage, anything else you might be able to think up or would like me to do for you my Queen. I'm up for a NSA one nighter or a fun NSA fuck buddy that knows what I'm doing. I am very fit, sexy, and handsome. I know exactly how to please a woman. If you are a sexy Lady that what's to have fun hit me up. If you are in to have threesome , and would love to try it with a friend for the first time she will love it because I will run the show and tell your female friend, what to do to you as I bang you from the backas she goes hard, and down on your lip's. I amit to watching also and coming in from the side when you are about to cum I will have the two of you at a 69 way and I will go from the front and the back if youi know what I am thinking.
I am sick and tired of people coming up to me and telling me how to run my life. Im not a little kid, I can do what I want. I don't need a fucking keeper to tellme what i can and can't do. FUck it. I am me. Thats it.
This is the new me. The one who doesn't give a FUCK if i don't have friends because of past decisions. I live my life the way I want to.
Thats it.
you know you have been stalkign me for over 8 years isure hope your haven fun keep it up and i am sure the fun will end for you . You have no regards for any law. you seam to think your above the law dur to the fack your steap dad was a small town cop. it seams to me maby you best watch out your steap dad your failed to keep you from looseing your 3 kids . i asked you many time why you tould me it was all b/s i know for a fact that no state takes teh kids away from the mom with out good reason not only did the state take your kids away the was adopted . from wha ti managed to finde out you was abuseing drugs and thr booze. you know what your doing is worrng and aganst the law oather wise you woudl not have to pretend to be someone that you are not you have stolen pitchers from web sights and pretended you are that person you have lyed to oather people jsut to try to make me look bad well i have had enough i am not longer going to run i have done nothing wornt to no one or you . you are teh moast hatefull person i have ever seen and probaly ever will the hatred runs throught your veins like blood. tis time to grow up i will never ever take you back for any reason get out of my life and leve me alone
hello friends u know me , if u dnt know i will introduce my self i am david a young man from south india, i am from amiddle class family , who once wished for a new wrld fr me , like new byke , computer, a girlfriend, a new home and as i want all these i ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,remaining stry i will tell u later my friends cauz here so raining , and fr last 6 months no rain here in my village ,,,,,,,,,,,i am going to smell the fragrance of earth in rain ,,,,,,,,its so pleasing u can try with me if u wish come my friends ,,,i will get u here with me ,,,bye
well this is andrew im am writing this from washington three days before i move to northern california it really sux i have two beautiful kids and a beautiful ol'ladie and im gonna miss them so much. the reason im moving is because my job transfered me. I love my job and i dedicate my life to my job and my family. well i dont know what else to write to day but i will wright more tomarrow. good by washington and good night world.
you know its been going on 10 years. and your still dogging me .You must be so dumb to think i dotn know who you are or what your doing. Well dotn be so dumb to think i can not or will not so any thing about it. why dont you go away you no judge my life judge will be my maker and not you . You have done nothing but cause trouble every whear you have gone for every one you know . you can not hould a job or suport your self you depend on you mom and the money yoru granny left you. you lye to me and every one that knows me you knwo what yoru doing is worng because you hide behinde phone nick and names. Butt out of my life!!!!!
hello i guess i am writing this because i have given so much, i have no faith to give any more i have given my love to one woman for 22 years just for her one day to say it is over no more ever since that day my life has been complete and total misery i cannot find love anywhere i am not a hideous looking man i am 6' tall i weigh in at 195 lbs i have six pack abs i like to have fun i spend money on everyone but still no one seems to look twice at me before i married what i thought was the woman of my life i could have had any number of women. but now i cant get a date if i wanted i ha